i guess everything is gone. all gone.
just because of one incident all that had happen to me is gone.
why must it turn out this way.
manage to get some sleep thanks to father.
but than when i woke up everything came abck to my mind.
everything u said.
its jus hurts it seriously does :(
but the truth is u will nvr come back to me anymore.
u will nvr be mine, mine only.

i hope u do read this..
though i wont know unless u tell me..
just dont know how to convey to u so blogger will do the job..
for me it started ytd thinking over many thing.
was glad u asked n i told u everything abt it.
then came the worst which happen today. just now.
i dont know how or why it happen.
but it did n i was really really really upset.
i rather know the truth then to be kept. though the truth is really hurting.
i thought today would be better after last night.
but no. it got worst only.
n well wad can i say.
just respect wad u say n just wait for thing to be back to norm.
hopefully u would forgetting her. but will it happen???
and the thing that was the most hurting was that it happen for a week for so. it could have been more than a week who know. i wont know for sure.
all i know is i wasnt the only person in ur mind during this period of time.
all i know is for now it wont be back to normal as before.
as i will kept be reminded of it.
the trust? i dont know.
but i do know for sure is that i still do love u.
n i really do hope u will sort ur feeling out.
lastly
i'm feeling really tired for not able to stop tearing :(
it jus keep coming down like nvr ending.

so spent my weekend at climb on held at paris ris park.
dint touch on any work :(
then tue theres hpi tut quiz :(
good thing though tml no trg :)
n i miss my bf.
dint spent quality time with him :P
so tml is another week of sch.

another week of school is over.
n i'm starting to struggle soon!
especially when this weekend i wont be free to revise my work :(
been a busy week at school.
then next week gonna have test soon :(
anw this week also ended well :)
went out with bf n his clique after my dental checkup.
at first was a little reluctant but i dint regret goin along :)
meet him at marina seoul garden at 4 plus n stayed there till 6 plus.
the best thing was i dint pay a single cent. hehe :P
really enjoy myself with bf a lot :)
thx bf:)
then at first kinda have a bad new to me.
but it turn out alright.
hopes things will continue to be like that.
and my teeth hurts a little from today appointment :(
tml is climb on..

this is a super random thought at a super random timing while i'm doin my tut..
that is...

I MISS MY PRINCESSES~~~
gotta sudden urge to meet them chit chat with them for dinner at central.
aww...

first week of sch has finally ended :)
things turn out great for me no tut n lab for the first week.
spend lots of time with bf, crashing his lect n all.
almost was a terrible week cause i almost lost my blades
but..
i manage to find it back :)
today was the best of the best i have spent with bf :)
but poor bf had his higher engineen maths test which was so difficult which made him dam dam sian.
me being his gf feel quite bad dint know how to comfort him :(
but then he feel better i hope.
n we did lots of stupid retard nonsensical stuff.
wad a stupid WEIRD bf i have but... i still love him :)

y am i such a cry baby???
cant control my tears :(
crying over reasons not to cry abt.
did it last night cause of some nasty things my mother said.
n again jus now :(
i dont care wad if u people of to say if u do.
but all i know i dint do anything wrong jus now.
jus dont wan to be seen by u guys how i was.
but still, i'm really grateful for bf to be there for me :)
he was there when i needed the most :)
kinda thx to akmal too..